Ah i need to go dance...hmm hard rock always helps when im in these moods...

I just found out that my birthday plans got smashed and i may not get to see my friends who i mess and haven't seen in like 6 months....  :( this happened the last time we planned a get together.... :'( and this was the only birthday present i had asked for from my mothers...so now if i dont get to see them for my bday I'll end up doing school at home in my basement by myself or even worse having church members come over and bug me, trash my room (/Ari's) and  playing with Arielle :'( wow I am REALLY NOT looking forward to my birthday :( The only thing i get to look forward to is my fruit pizzia instead of a cake which i hope my locus siblings dont eat up (correction locus family my mom is a locus too...) I hope we find a time to reschedule our annual b-day/christmas celebration thing it to, unlike the other 4 (or 5) times.......*sigh* yeah not looking forward to my bday the only thing im excited about is my cards i have one from my gma (not really exciting though since i know how much it is...) and i want to open the one from Aunt Andrea cause she gives great gift cards :)  yay i have perked my self up a little bit but i think im gonna go dance for a few mins or so that ALWAYS helps :)